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Sunday, August 29, 2010

DEAR CRAVINGS...

you suck
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK!!!!!

i have to wait until thursday to go shopping..
there is nothing here i want..
i have been craving McDonalds for the past few days and i have no money except for in my savings account..
i have no car therefor i cant even go get mcdonalds 
AND
then i decided i wanted to get shianos (pizza place)
i was like mmm a nice california cheesesteak with tons of oil and vinegar and mayo, some french fries and something else like a nice slice of sicilian with meatballs mushrooms and onions..YUM!
WELL..
my stupid ass cant get into my online banking..
so i cannot transfer money into my checking account from my savings..
randy tried to sign in and cant either..
and i am too annoyed right now to call and deal with someone thats probably going to annoy me even more..
SO..WHAT AM I GOING TO DO???
i guess im not getting what im craving and im stuck trying to figure out something to eat..
I am TIRED
I actually DID STUFF TODAY
MY BOOBS HURT
I am NAUTIOUS
THE DOGS ARE DRIVING ME NUTS
and what do i want..
an EFFIN CHEESESTEAK and FRIES..
AND I CANT EVEN HAVE IT
BECAUSE I AM A BROKE ASS
FML
i think i am going to go take a shower and cry now...

3 comments:

  1. AWEEE don't say that your a dumb ass... i think you should just breathe deeply and know htat its not the end of the world if you cant have the food you want... Try and go for a walk to calm yourself down... It will be ok :)

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  2. it will be ok, I have had 3 kids and it does get easier. The first few months are the hardest. Don't be so hard on yourself, just listen to some calm music light a few candles and relax :)

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  3. Go ahead and cry - it's allowed! As Couponing Princess said - it will get easier!

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